Friday, March 28, 2008
sundae going to pray my ah ma coz qingming ...say my ah ma reminds me of the day my ah ma in hospital going to die... i look at her outside her bedroom ,it is at icu. tat time i kept on looking at her...i didnt expect tat is the last time i look at her...nt long after,the doctor told us tat she is in danger...then he go inside save my ah ma...then like abt 20 mins he come out tell us my ah ma die...tat time i stund sia...duno wart to do...then i follow my laopeh n my uncle n my cousins go in see my ah ma...her face is like all white liao...her mouth still opening coz juz take out the pipe...my father told my ah ma to rest in peace...then i was like huh?then my uncle go touch my ah ma face...he told me cold cold de...then when i go out i cried...coz tat was my only ah ma left...my another ah ma died before my birth few months...then the next dae we go to the funeral...when my ah ma haven put inside to the coffin...i saw her lie on the strecter...she was well dressed...my ah ma neighboor saw my ah ma lie there...she cry like mad sia...coz she always take care of my ah ma n ah gong...gt one time gt two pple go my ah ma hse...my ah gong sibei gong sia...go open door let pple in...coz they said they wan to lent toilet...then my ah gong even asked them if they wan banana!sibei funny sia...luckily my neighboor saw them n stop them sia...haiz...still can remember tat i kept on going to look at her coffin...i was reali sad sia...anywa birth,old,sick,die...tis is the process of human...then when my ah ma the last night...i insist on staying at her funeral coz my cousin also staying...so i stay then my mum scared me anyhw run so pei me at the place...i slept inside there then morning i go cycle cycle...then 3pm we walk my ahma out...then we go take bus to the duno wart place...my ahma is burnt wan...so we all go inside pray pray pray then go to a place see our ah ma going in to fire...tat time i cry sia...the person told us to say gd bye to my ah ma...after tat we go back rest...reali miss my ah ma...kk gtg bb
wartever it is...at 3/28/2008
